Archive for January, 2007

dreams…they tell you everything

So i had another dream. This is a new one but still it involves holding hands. What is with me and holding hands anyway?

I am so filled with remorse right now. There is a battle between right and wrong going on inside my head and frankly, this is going to make me insane if I won’t stop any sooner. Have you ever craved something you can never have? Well I have and let me tell you, it doesn’t sit well in the stomache. It’s like the morning after a night of heavy drinking. It’s like breathing underwater. It’s like the enthusiasm of a search party in hopes of finding water in the desert. It’s like a disease with no cure. It’s like hoping with no hope at all…

Someone up there still loves me because he gave me this dream. The end is near. The boat is sinking. My heart is breaking…

Goodbye!!!