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Archive for September, 2006
Public Announcement…
People have been goading me to write a new post. What for? I mean, It was not I who wrote those entries last week. It was my evil twin sister who got stuck in a parallel universe and who just happens to be a splitting image of Jessica Alba. (so it goes to show that…hehehe. Oh yes. I look like Jess!) She told me she had a massive emotional breakdown due to excessive listening of Peter Cetera songs. Pfft! That’s crap! But no worries. She’ll be serving 10 years in a mental institution.
So this is the real Ma. Philippines slash lippie slash liplip slash leepee slash flipside slash philips slash pines. And there will be no ‘relapses’ from now on….
damn all those stupid love songs…
Perhaps one of my most hated emotions is longing(next to pity). Have you ever had one of those days when you’re just lounging around at your crib, listening to music or reading a good romance novel or practically staring into space then images just conjures into your head? And not just any images, I tell you. Its the ones wherein you find yourself happy with your perfect guy living in a three-car garage mansion with equally perfect children and a Bently. Ooops! Ssorry. I meant, a dog. Hey, it’s my fantasy!
But don’t get me wrong. Fantasizing is okay like when I fantasize about Johnny Depp or Paul Walker walking through my doorstep and sweeping me off my feet. (pausing for a minute to swoon…is it hot in here or what?) It’s when we long for something (or someone in my case) that we can never have that it gets dangerous. Sometimes the heart takes no for an answer so we spend our entire lifetime feeling lonely and dispirited. We wouldn’t want that, would we?
So why am i talking about longing while damning all the love songs out there as a title? Simple. I long for true love…
I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart and the dreams that young girls dream were just vanishing in the dark. but now I’ve found the one and heaven will only know what only my eyes can say…
- I Will(Take You Forever), Christopher Cross
post post lng…
So I decided to write something in this blog for the first time. This is not an easy feat, I tell you. Writing your feelings, insecurities and perhaps insanities for all the cyberworld to see is pretty much mind boggling especially if I write something about this one particular person I can’t seem to get out of my head. Yes folks! My mind is once again invaded by this imbecile who I wish I have never met.
Let me begin by telling you how not right he is for me.
- He is a confirmed ladies man.
- Although he is “tied” up right now, I know for a fact that ladies swarm his presence. It must’ve been because he always has this aura that magnetizes possibly half of the female population within a mile radius of his presence. Yes. I am exaggerating.
- He does not like me…
- This alone is reason enough to let go if this sickening notion whenever I hear someone speak his name or I remember something about him or whenever I start hoping for something more.
- After reason number two, can you honestly say that there is a need for a three?
This blog is originally intended as an outlet, a means to vent, to let go of pent up emotions but it seems it became a plea to the fates to let me off the hook…to let me off this thing that kept me hanging in a limbo. It’s time for me to stop believing in things that are never meant to be…
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